You have one of those days … where its all … i dont have a word to describe what i mean .. so just read on ………………

Its been over a years ince ive felt this way about you … ive seen you through all this time … seen u smile .. havent seen u cry …. seen u angry .. seen u sad … saw how u can get bothered … and how sometimes … you might even let a friend hold your hand and cool you down … seen u get what you desrve .. seen u fly … shared ur dreams …. dreamt for you .. and with you …. felt your hand on my shoulder when i needed someone to guide me …………… seen you through pleasure and pain … how you battle with the world for whats yours and whats right ….. how ur so sweet and delicate but strogner than i ever can be … or anyone else ………… heard fear in your voice and acceptance of my flaws … how u hardly ever judged me for all these flaws that i have … and still patiently stood by my side when i needed you ……….. of the day i told you ……. of how your the only girl who makes me cry …. the girl who gave me all that i wanted in life .. short of her acceptance .. and her love ……….  now i know what brings out the best in me ……. for giving me a new leash on life …. and a way to look at things and survive them like id never known before ……
its weird how i cna never get angry at you … and how i always miss u .. even when ur right in front of my eyes ………. how i jsut want to hold u tight in my arms once and kiss you goodbye ……. how every night when i go to sleep ur the one i pray for …….  ur the one who haunts my dreams and makes it impossible for any opther girl to measure up to your standards ………..
i remmeber … how exited id get .. writing those poems for you … that little sonnet with the pink socks and the ivory towers ……. how i care only about your happiness .. even if it means i get out of your way and let someone else take the place i was hoping to be in ……. how u make me .. lamost invulnerable ………….. its weird coz sometimes i just want to make u such a big part of my life and leanr all about you ………… how once truly i can shout out to the world and say …. i loved that girl ………………
how i jsut want to dedicate my life to you ………… dearest of all my friends … the person i respect the most … and i wish i can always keep u happy and safe … and ………………….. smiling
i just remmbered those nights wed spend talking … about our lives … of people and death …. travel and food and lessons we’ve learnt …… talkign to you … when i could forget all my problems ..and laugh with you ….. for horus without end … feel free … be myself … be scolded … be laughed at … be pampered …. and pamper yo ualong the way ………….. how can anyone say i cant miss u … do i even need to say that i do ….. miss you…
my life is dedicated to you …. my soul is your shrine ………. ur image is in my mind .. the purest of bliss … and ……………………………………………
i love you my lovely lady 🙂
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